2009-10-24

|| I LOVE YOU ||


















I am not a good boy friend..
Even can get a fail..
I always think what I am doing is what you need..
But never really understand what you need..

I am too stupid to love..
I am too stubborn for love..
But we are still in love..

You are too pretty..
You are too charming..
But I am still wondering..

I am passionate on work..
I am too slow in love..
So, I had made you blur..

You are lovely..
You are caring..
So, I am protecting..

I am too ugly..
I am too frustrating..
But you are keep caring..

Darling..
I am a stupid..
I don't meant to hurt you..
Although I just always try to share..
But I don't know what you need is just a listener..

Darling..
I am a stupid..
I keep making mistakes..
Although you keep giving me chances..
But I don't know what you need is just a change..

Darling..
I am a stupid..
I keep making surprise for you..
Although I had made you very happy..
But I don't know what you need is just a accompany..

Darling..
I am a stupid..
I made difficulties on you..
Although I hope you can know me by your own..
But I don't know what you need is just a sharing..

Love you is always in my heart..
Care you is always in my mind..
You are always in my special VIP room..
The only thing I can say is..
"I LOVE YOU, DARLING"
So do you??

P.S:
Thank you very much, darling..
I felt so happy..
Because you remember everything between you and me..
I felt so guilty..
Because you trying to change a stupid like me..
I felt so exciting..
Because you are still with me..
I felt so sin..
Because you always caring a stupid like me..

Thank you very much, darling..
I LOVE YOU, Darling..
So do you??

2009-10-10

|| Stand Up & Fight Back ||















Hey.. Pals..
Question for you all..
When you get blame..
You will just standing there to let the nothing to continue??
Or you will stand up from the ground and fight back for something??

Just a sharing from my life-style and personal opinion..
I am from a big family..
My parent is very caring and lovely person..
Always think for their kids 1st..
My Bro and Sis??
They are very well educated as well..
Always having "A" in their examination..

How about the youngest??
In my memory..
As what I had said..
I am from a big family..
All the uncles and aunties will gather and chat about their kids..
Although I am kids..
But I probably knew what they're thinking of..
When they talk about me??
"a-HUNG?? "
"Hell no, he is troublesome.."
"Hell no, he is lazy.."
"Bla, Bla, Bla, Bla and Bla-Bla"
On that moment..
All about complaints..

I knew if I wanted to be visible..
I need to fight back and show some results..
But I had applied this on wrong places..
I had mixed around with gangsters when gone up to Form 1..
Too much of childish thinking..
Too much of Heroes mindset..
Fighting around..
Making trouble..
Even most of the times,
my school will have to invite my mum for coffeesss..
all people had felt very disappointed on me..

My troubles will getting increase on every year..
It's almost like playing games..
The level getting higher and higher..
What to do??
My life is wasted..
I can't follow up my studies..
I can't get through my examinations..
I can't get any "A" as my siblings..

I keep asking myself..
Is my "fight back" having any problems??
Why my family gone away from me??
Why my friends walked away from me??
Why my girls escaped away from me??

I start to hate myself since form 3..
The counseling room become my suite-room..
The Buddhist association become my ville..
I keep thinking of changing..
I don't want to have a wasted life..
From my suite-room and ville..
I had learn..
Nowadays "No more fists, have more brains.."

The luckiest thing is I DO NOT smoke..
The luckiest thing is I had learn how to self defense..
The luckiest thing is I finally changed in form 3..

I even wrote a short rap for my past..
"Bye-Bye to my past"

I said bye bye to my past..
I need to go to a better path..
I need study hard..
Although I can't..
I mixed with good pals..
Although is hard..
I seek for calm..
Although is none..
Trouble keep back to me..
I keep saying "Fuck off from me"..
Struggle in my life..
Passion all the times..
What I can do??
Just one thing to do..
Fight for the rights..
What I need to do??
Just one thing to do..
Wave to the past..
And think about..
Legends never die..

How was my lyrics??
Haha..

At last..
I back to normal life..
I have my close-friends now..
I have my career now..
I have my future now..
I have my passion now..

People asking me go for club..
I said NO..
Why??
I don't want to fight..
It's bored..
People asking me having a smoke..
I said NO..
Why??
I don't want to die..
It's fuck..
This is all because..
I had found my life..
I want to be a legend in my CHEF career..

This is how I "Stand Up & Fight Back"
How about yours??

P.S:
Few days ago,
I had proved myself that I can be calm..
How so??
My colleague blamed me for nothing..
Keep asking me for fight..
I just be calm and suffered his 3 big fist on my stomach..
The Luckiest thing is..
I still have my 6 pac on my stomach..
Haha.. Really happy that I had changed..
Or else.. I think the fellow had gone into hospital..
^.^

2009-10-09

|| Remember The Name ||















You ready??
Let's go!!
Yeah..
For those of you that want to know what we're all about..
It's like this y'all, come on!!

This is ten percent luck.. Twenty percent skill..
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will..
Five percent pleasure.. Fifty percent pain..
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!!

Mike!! He doesn't need his name up in lights..
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic..
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone..
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him..
But fuck'em, he knows the code..
It's not about the salary..
It's all about reality and making some noise..
Making the story, making sure his clique stays up..
That means when he puts it down..
Tak's picking it up! Let's go!

Who the hell is he anyway??
He never really talks much..
Never concerned with status but still leaving them star struck..
Humbled through opportunities given despite the fact..
That many misjudge him because he makes a living from writing raps..
Put it together himself, now the picture connects..
Never asking for someone's help, or to get some respect..
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach..
And now it all unfolds, the skill of an artist..

This is twenty percent skill..
Eighty percent fear..
Be a hundred percent clear, cause Ryu is ill..

Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames..
And I heard him wreck it with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"..
Came back dropped Mega-def, took'em to church..
I like bleach man, why you had the stupidest verse??
This dude is the truth, now everybody's giving him guest spots..
His stock's through the roof I heard he's fucking with S. Dot!

This is ten percent luck.. Twenty percent skill..
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will..
Five percent pleasure.. Fifty percent pain..
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!!

They call him Ryu, he's sick..
And he's spitting fire..
And mike got him out the dryer he's hot..
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak..
What a fucking nihilist porcupine..
He's a prick, he's a cock..
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot..
Eight years in the making, patiently waiting to blow..
Now the record with Shinoda's taking over the globe..
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope..
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat..

Tak!! He's not your everyday on the block..
He knows how to work with what he's got..
Making his way to the top..
He often gets a comment on his name..
People keep asking him was it given at birth..
Or does it stand for an acronym??
No he's living proof, got him rocking the booth..
He'll get you buzzing quicker than a shot of vodka with juice..
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best..
Dedicated to what they do and give a hundred percent..

Forget Mike..
Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard..
It seems like he's never got time..
Because he writes every note and he writes every line..
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind..
It's like a design is written in his head every time..
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme..
And those motherfuckers he runs with..
The kids that he signed??
Ridiculous, without even trying..
How do they do it??

2009-10-08

|| For 男 :For 女 ||



















其实很多男孩子都不知道,
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。。
其实很多男孩子都不知道,
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气,因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。。
其实很多男孩子都不知道,
女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨。。
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。。


你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,
她根本不会来在乎你,关心你,怕你做错事情。。
你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,
她根本不会对你发火,不会冲你撒娇让你哄她。。
在别人面前她都是淑女。。
你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,
你根本就没有本事让她哭泣,让她即使生气也不会超过2天。。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你,
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。。

于是,你们时常争吵,
你认为她脾气不好,她认为你不够迁就她。。
于是,你们总是冷战,
你以为她不喜欢你,她以为你不在乎她。。
于是,你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过,
也许擦身而过,本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。。

要知道,凄美依然是美的一种。。
并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑,那是更加的美。。

因为她喜欢你,所以她才会冲你发火及撒娇。。
因为她喜欢你,所以她才会生你的气。。
因为她喜欢你,所以她才不会去生气很久。。

你可知道,每个女孩子都是水晶做的。。
晶莹剔透,但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。。
你可知道,每个女孩子都是不设防的。。
轻易闯入,但是走的时候却只留下伤害。。
她从来都不知道,这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人,
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。。

她会很矜持。。
她会很骄傲。。
她会很冷淡。。
她总是嘴里说着你走开,心里却一直叫你留下。。

你了解女孩吗??
请你张开你的耳朵,也请你打开你的心。。
去听她心里真正的呼唤,而不是她嘴里的口是心非。。
她会看着你转身,然后她跟着你转身。。
当侧身而过的时候,你看不见她的泪,滂沱在脸上心里。。

如果你喜欢她,请你多陪她。。
如果你喜欢她,请你多宠她。。
如果你喜欢她,请你多让她。。
如果你喜欢她,请你去听听她内心的声音,那是呐喊——请拥抱她。。

在爱情里,总是彼此伤害。。
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。。
可是,爱情里没有对与错。。
爱情里更加没有你比我多,我比你少。。
你爱她,她爱你,如此就已经足够。。
不要试图让彼此的伤害,让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。。
你们彼此相爱,你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐,不是伤害。。
不要用沉默宣战,不要互不相让,更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。。
要知道,你离去的时候,你的眼睛起了雾,她的眼角泛着泪光。。
越是安静战火就越深,这是冷战也是彼此的伤害。。


无论是怎么的复合,那些伤口曾经存在,抹不去。。
请给她一个拥抱,用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。。
她喜欢你,她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱。。
然而她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。。

请记住,相爱的人不要轻易宣战。。
因为冷战带来的伤害,超出你的预计。。
请记住,只要你喜欢她,没有什么是你接受不了的,
只要你喜欢她,就喜欢她的一切一切。。
那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病。。
在你眼里都是甜美撒娇。。
请记住,她喜欢你,她需要的不是你真的转身。。
她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。。
她只是想你宠她,想你抱她。。
哪怕,没有道谦。。

P.S:
女的也别给男的爱的太累。。
女的也应为男的一切着想。。
在此恭祝天下有心人出双入对。。
在此恭祝天下有心人白头偕老。。

|| I'm Back ||




















I'm Back..
Sorry for being disappear from my blog..
It had been very long time I had haven't visit and update my own blog..
I'm so sorry to all my fellow friends..
I promise to all of you..
I will keep update my blog from today onwards..
Please stay tune with me..
Thanks for all of your support..

Cheers!! ^.^

2009-03-11

|| 男人心 : 女人情 ||















曾经听我的一个基督教的朋友说过 。。
圣经中记載上帝创造了第一個人类
亚当。。
为了避免他寂寞,便取了亚当的一根肋骨。。
制造了他的伴侶—夏娃。。

也有友人说过。。
上天本来制造了一个灵魂给每个情侣。。
可是这一个灵魂因为某些意外的发生。。
所以被分割成一半。。
因此后人就很努力的寻找回另外一半的灵魂。。

其实爱情是一种很深奥的学问。。
深奥于哪里??
艰难于哪里??
深奥于如何去和蔼的沟通。。
艰难于如何去融洽的相处。。

男人的心思多数都以大事为主。。
女人的情感多数都以情感为主。。

何谓 “大事为主”?? 何谓 “情感为主”??
“大事为主” 的意思是。。
可以不顾一切地去完成所有的任务。。
可是不太会去多理会别人的情感。。
“情感为主” 的意思是。。
可以不顾一切地去照顾别人的情感。。
可是无法如愿的完成所有的任务。。

诗书都有说。。
“百世修来共渡舟,千世修来共枕眠”
所以说。。
两种不同性格的人类生活在一起。。
没有经过考验。。没有共度患难。。
那么就没有什么特别的故事可言了吧。。

往往两个人在一起。。
虽然共度过患难。。
不过一句“不了解”为理由。。
也可置于死地。。
就等于岳飞的“莫须有”
所以坦诚相处也很重要。。
人都将大了。。
有什么事是不可以三口六面说清楚呢??

人就是喜欢什么东西都以自己为中心。。
人就是喜欢什么事情都收在心里不说。。
所以人与人之间也多了一个无形的裂缝。。
爱情就是要完美的嘛。。
何必搞出什么裂缝呢。。
何必搞出什么家暴呢。。
何必搞出什么殉情呢。。
完完美美地爱在一起不就行了吗??

对我而言。。
在爱情里。。
如果只要找到了解我的伯乐。。
那么我这只千里马也死的有价值啊。。
呵呵。。